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grandpa (Intro)
00:31
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2. |
Get on with it
02:42
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I'm not the man you think you see
not the man I wish I could be
I'm just pulling weeds, I'm just planting trees
When the ball comes, I don't see it
When my girl comes, I won't believe it
the porch is too
dark to breathe
Where's the right stall, the rest aren't open
The right hook, I wish I knew it
I'm aware I'm wasting time
When your man comes, you get on with it
when my man comes, I'll grow up alil bit
there's no reason to fake so hard
and I don't think you're pretty
I think we're all ugly
I wish it was brighter out
and that the colors would come out
But so much of the time, I sit still and lie around
I'll keep beating my drum until it wears out
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3. |
The Other Room Pt1
02:39
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It's comforting to know at least I'm a weight inside your mind
I give compliments like vitamins that I sometimes refuse to take
I don't seem to affected by the moment
but when there are more lights than eyes to see them I break
A little above your left breast, there is a tattoo there
and I always try not to look
cuz I don't want you to think I'm thinking of something else
I seem to do as much as when I'm laying down
seem to do as much as when I'm on the ground
resting and relaxing aren't the same thing exactly
because after resting I'm still out of breath
If I ever feel like I'm moving forward
just give it a few days
I'm trudging, falling, flailing baby
I have a heart though I've never really seen it
I have a heart and I can feel it
through every crusted smile
when they say stay for a while
the air is cold but fire is warm
people might jump in
I really wanna talk to you
but I can hear people talking in the other room
I see that I should keep privacy
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4. |
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Red flowers
growing through the stones
Red Flowers
Gone before they've bloomed
Blue flowers
sickly innerwove
Blue flowers
growing back at home
I----'m not gonna wait
I----'m not waitin around
If you wa--nna hesitate
well I'll be gone before you reach this
sky shaded sunrise
clay baked molds
the dried grass outcries
misusing homophones
in walks value
fattens up and dies
then the walk in cue
demands unsatisfied
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5. |
what did you expect?
02:32
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If you wanted to get taken away from here
What made you think it would be a right way to live
The new is cool and all but the evidence kinda lacks
Do you want someone to end up dead
What did you expect
Flashlight illuminates the droplets on the grass
Over the balcony it's in the bushes again
The new is cool and all, but it's kind of just a reskined past
Did you want someone to be your friend
what did you expect
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6. |
Overstimulated
02:35
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There's a place in hell
where you can hang around
It's not to hot
take a shot
go your round
turn off the light
I can't look you straight in the eyes
It's too much to speak
but too little to just breathe
You think your words are knives
but their just bringing me in and you know why
I forgot spare clothes
Not an excuse to not hold you
dim light,you're bright
it burns holes in my head
I can't, react
want to go back
to feel secure again
Odd Wings and plug in suits
you'll connect them to your room
Overstimulated it seems
I can't deal with this like and adult
I can't deal with this when you're with me
June 6, 2018
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7. |
Moon Light
02:18
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8. |
Yellow Jacket
02:45
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I don't know, Where to be
When I can't stand on my own two feet
I've been jaded
past elated
past crumbling in my seat
The lies get shorter, the turret colder
waiting for my care to breath
While I wander, my grades suffer
might as well stick to the sheet
My yellow jacket doesn't keep me warm
even when it's 94
My ideals suffer
when I stay in covers
but why go out in a storm
The rows of windows
speak to new lows
I need something right now
but I'm not sure how
Babe keep me from the pale light I'm leading
and keep me under, cuz I love the water
Rusted stairwell, lead to my hell
only lead where I need to be
Sick of searching
sick of hurting
not willing to compromise what I see
Glance in the blackbox
sing to no-one
nothing will ever try and change
Babe keep me from the pale light I'm leading
and keep me under, cuz I love the water
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9. |
WSS
03:41
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I was with you
and I, didn't, want to
be with
anybody else
I want to puke
I didn't see quite who
you were
to me
And "I don't know"
really sucks
you must know
where your luck
has gone to
these things you do
make me want to
give up
I'm trying hard
to see your side
I'm trying hard
to be by your side
You're not going to
lose me this time
I need you
so don't even try
Holding on to hope
cuz you won't speak
I'm trying to cope
while underneath
all of this stress
and uncertainty
don't have me guess
when you mean
this much to me
I'm seeing no
other way to go
when you're driving
in these spikes in
to my skin
spread paper thin
in letters written
to my mistakes
and sent
within
Warm, Warm stained Sheets
No I can't eat
When I feel
Nothing.
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10. |
The Other Room Pts2&3
04:59
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(Pt2)
And I really want to talk to you
But I can hear people talking in the other room
And I really want to talk to you
But I can hear people talking in the other room
So I see
that I should keep Privacy
See,
that I should keep Privacy
It's comforting to know that at least I'm a weight inside your mind
although to be fair, I kinda made my way in after a time
I put about 10% more effort into, well me
But I didn't write down anything
when I am thinking
This life amounts to only about a week
most of my thoughts have already seen
which people who will no longer talk to me
most of the reason that that, is the way it is, is because
I am really bad at establishing any connections
(Pt3)
I never wanted to talk to you
I heard you in, the Other Room
and I never wanted to talk
to you
I heard you in the Other Room
and it destroyed, destroyed my privacy
yeah and it destroyed, destroyed my privacy
I never wanted to talk to you
it really hurt me when I heard you in the Other Room
I knew you were lying
to him
about me
You took everything I said,
You changed it, flipped it upside down
and pretended that what happened never happened at all
I really want to talk to you
But I can hear people talking in the other room
and after I talked to you.
you went on and talked in the other room
so now I don't trust you
and you no longer talk with anybody who, I know
I've never seen you anywhere but in my past
I see I should keep, privacy
I see I should keep privacy.
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11. |
i haavent (reprise)
01:33
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Washed my body but I haven't washed my mind
My hair is wet but i'm feelin fine
I haven't washed my jeans in two or three weeks
Washed my body but I haven't washed my mind
Washed my body but I haven't washed my mind
I'm waiting for my friends to come outside
the snow is so cold,
but I guess it's shallow enough for me to bear and wait
I say
Wash my friends but I haven't washed my life
I washed my friends but i'm feelin alright
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